wondering :)

I jz wonder

How come i can be strong

When everytime i asked for help

I jz wonder

How about others

Dat doesn’t sharing anything

Wif anyone

Their feeling, their problem

How come they can bear with the situation?

How can i become strong?

Hmm

Eventhough i need to admit

I not strong enough

Seem i’m become a weaker

Like dying people

From day to day

If i do have problem

Other people do oso have problem

Then?

How can they keep their feels?

I hope dat i can keep it oso

To avoid from chaos

Or something dat will ruin my life

If they eat rice

Ya!

I do eat rice...

Then?

We also live on the same Earth

Sorry

I’m not strong

I cant keep it alone

I need to avoid all of dis

So dat someone can hear me

Someone can lend me

Come on

Wake up!

When my fren told me

“seems like ur probs wont stop”

Then, i jz be in silent mode

Thinking back

Ya Rabb,

I accept if all of these are the test

To prove my name suit with me

But

I jz hope dat...

I hope bundle of strength

And hope this test will not make me far from You

Okay

I tried to ignore those people

I will answer their question wif the silence

I jz hope dat He will always bless me

Ameen....