Monday, December 26, 2011

salam 'alaik....

sekarang, diri berada dalam zon yang tak betul...jangan cuba provok saya pada waktu yang tak betul ni...minggu ni, dh stat minggu study...minggu depan dah stat nak exam....


assignment lain dah siap,...tapi, PROJEK 1 belum lagi siap...ya Rabbi...banyak lagi ni..tapi kan, sempat lagi saya membebel kat sini...semalam, pergi 1B....see...sempat lagi jalan2....nk isi perut la...cari dinner..tup2, sampai 1B dah x sihat...syafakillah...sabo2...

abes je makan, masuk HARRiS jap...duk belek2 buku..last2 angkut dua buku..dah lama tak beli buku..


macam xde keje plak kan...dengan projek tahun akhir lagi..buat saya sangat stress! rasa macam nak potong2 je badan ni..nasib baik senior2 dalam makmal tu ringan tangan membantu...nasib baik diaorg tu tahan je layan soalan-soalan saya yang bertubi2....alhamdulillah setakat ni dieorg sabar je tgk perangai saya yang sangat clumsy...pfft...bila masuk lab, saya dah sedar satu hakikat...saya sangat CLUMSY...tapi mcm clumsy dalam cter SMURF tu...dia nk jadi hero...at least, dia nk gembirakan hati sndiri....same goes with me....im trying my best....maaf senior2...saya banyak ganggu fokus kalian utk buat keje kalian..

Ya Rabbi,,yassir wala tuassir....

Sunday, December 25, 2011

rinduku pada usrah...

tak tertanggung lagi...

rindu pada mereka yang kan mengingatkan....

rinduku pada usrah...


pada mereka yang tidak pernah mencela...mahupun memaki....


pada mereka yang tidak pernah menunding mereka yang salah tapi "aku yang betul"


pada mereka"dik, yang begini ni tidak betul...muhasabahlah''


"ingatlah suruhan Allah..tinggalkan laranganNya"

sungguh aku rindu...

tetapi aku makin menjauh...

ya Rabbi....

Sunday, December 11, 2011


Bila hati sedih kerna tak terjaga pada waktu pagi dan terlepas peperiksaan....
Aduhai...runtunnya hati...
Tika pagi itu, kudrat tiada untuk menunaikan solat subuh...
Apakah terjadi pada hatimu?
“argh...tidak mengapa...boleh qadha lagi”
Ya rabbi, di mana Engkau di dalam hati kami?

Saat kemungkaran berlaku di depan mata kami, seolah tiada apa yang berlaku....
Ya Tuhan, sudah jauhkah kami?
Tiba satu ketika, kami dinasihati...
“wahai Khaliq ku, tidak aku terima nasihat itu dengan baik...tetapi terus ku bidas orang yang menasihati itu”
Ya Rahim, sudah sakitkah hati kami?

Air mata hamba mengalir...tika gagal dalam peperiksaan....tapi ya Rabbi, air mata ini tidak mengalir setitis pun tika aku gagal menjadi hambaMU....Tuhanku, keraskah hati ku ini?
Ya Allah, lembutkanlah hati kami...mudah-mudahan kami dapat bersatu di syurgaMu...kerna kami, tidak mampu berhadapan dengan nerakaMu....

Ya Rabbi, andai hati ini telah keras...lembutkanlah hati kami...ampunkanlah dosa kami...
Ya Rabbi, andai hati ini masih jua tidak mengingatiMu, tukarkanlah hati kami kepada hati yang sentiasa mengingatiMu...faghfirlana ya Rabbi...faghrfirlana (T.T)

Surah al-Waqi’ah  NobleQuran

 1When the Event (i.e. the Day of Resurrection) befalls.

2. And there can be no denying of its befalling.

3. It will bring low (some); (and others) it will exalt;

4. When the earth will be shaken with a terrible shake.

5. And the mountains will be powdered to dust.

6. So that they will become floating dust particles.

7. And you (all) will be in three kinds (i.e. separate groups).

8. So those on the Right Hand (i.e. those who will be given their Records in their right hands), 
Who will be those on the Right Hand? (As a respect for them, because they will enter Paradise).

9. And those on the Left Hand (i.e. those who will be given their Record in their left hands), Who will be those on the Left Hand? (As a disgrace for them, because they will enter Hell).

10. And those foremost [(in Islamic Faith of Monotheism and in performing righteous deeds) in the life of this world on the very first call for to embrace Islam,] will be foremost (in Paradise).

11. These will be those nearest to Allah.

12. In the Gardens of delight (Paradise).

13. A multitude of those (foremost) will be from the first generations (who embraced Islam).

14. And a few of those (foremost) will be from the later time (generations).

15. (They will be) on thrones woven with gold and precious stones,

16. Reclining thereon, face to face.

17. They will be served by immortal boys,

18. With cups, and jugs, and a glass from the flowing wine,

19. Wherefrom they will get neither any aching of the head, nor any intoxication.

20. And fruit; that they may choose.

21. And the flesh of fowls that they desire.

22. And (there will be) Houris (fair females) with wide, lovely eyes (as wives for the pious),

23. Like unto preserved pearls.

24. A reward for what they used to do.

25. No Laghw (dirty, false, evil vain talk) will they hear therein, nor any sinful speech (like backbiting, etc.).

26. But only the saying of: Salam!, Salam! (greetings with peace) !

27. And those on the Right Hand, - Who will be those on the Right Hand?

28. (They will be) among thornless lote-trees,

29. Among Talh (banana-trees) with fruits piled one above another,

30. In shade long-extended,

31. By water flowing constantly,

32. And fruit in plenty,

33. Whose season is not limited, and their supply will not be cut off,

34. And on couches or thrones, raised high.

35. Verily, We have created them (maidens) of special creation.

36. And made them virgins.

37. Loving (their husbands only), equal in age.

38. For those on the Right Hand.

39. A multitude of those (on the Right Hand) will be from the first generation (who embraced 

40. And a multitude of those (on the Right Hand) will be from the later times (generations).

41. And those on the Left Hand Who will be those on the Left Hand?

42. In fierce hot wind and boiling water,

43. And shadow of black smoke,

44. (That shadow) neither cool, nor (even) good,

45. Verily, before that, they indulged in luxury,

46. And were persisting in great sin (joining partners in worship along with Allah, committing 
murders and other crimes, etc.)

47. And they used to say: "When we die and become dust and bones, shall we then indeed be resurrected?

48. "And also our forefathers?"

49. Say (O Muhammad ): "(Yes) verily, those of old, and those of later times.

50. "All will surely be gathered together for appointed Meeting of a known Day.

51. "Then moreover, verily, you the erring-ones, the deniers (of Resurrection)!

52. "You verily will eat of the trees of Zaqqum.

53. "Then you will fill your bellies therewith,

54. "And drink boiling water on top of it,

55. "So you will drink (that) like thirsty camels!"

56. That will be their entertainment on the Day of Recompense!

57. We created you, then why do you believe not?

58. Then tell Me (about) the human semen that you emit.

59. Is it you who create it (i.e. make this semen into a perfect human being), or are We the 

60. We have decreed death to you all, and We are not unable,

61. To transfigure you and create you in (forms) that you know not.

62. And indeed, you have already known the first form of creation (i.e. the creation of Adam), why then do you not remember or take heed?

63. Tell Me! The seed that you sow in the ground.

64. Is it you that make it grow, or are We the Grower?

65. Were it Our Will, We could crumble it to dry pieces, and you would be regretful (or left in wonderment).

66. (Saying): "We are indeed Mughramun (i.e. ruined or lost the money without any profit, or punished by the loss of all that we spend for cultivation, etc.)! [See Tafsir Al-Qurtubi, Vol. 17, 
Page 219]

67. "Nay, but we are deprived!"

68. Tell Me! The water that you drink.

69. Is it you who cause it from the rainclouds to come down, or are We the Causer of it to come down?

70. If We willed, We verily could make it salt (and undrinkable), why then do you not give thanks (to Allah)?

71. Tell Me! The fire which you kindle,

72. Is it you who made the tree thereof to grow, or are We the Grower?

73. We have made it a Reminder (for the Hell-fire, in the Hereafter); and an article of use for the travellers (and all the others, in this world).

74. Then glorify with praises the Name of your Lord, the Most Great.

75. So I swear by Mawaqi (setting or the mansions, etc.) of the stars (they traverse).

76. And verily, that is indeed a great oath, if you but know.

77. That (this) is indeed an honourable recital (the Noble Qur'an).

78. In a Book well-guarded (with Allah in the heaven i.e. Al-Lauh Al-Mahfuz).

79. Which (that Book with Allah) none can touch but the purified (i.e. the angels).

80. A Revelation (this Qur'an) from the Lord of the 'Alamin (mankind, jinns and all that exists).

81. Is it such a talk (this Qur'an) that you (disbelievers) deny?

82. And instead (of thanking Allah) for the provision He gives you, on the contrary, you deny Him (by disbelief)!

83. Then why do you not (intervene) when (the soul of a dying person) reaches the throat?

84. And you at the moment are looking on,

85. But We (i.e. Our angels who take the soul) are nearer to him than you, but you see not, [Tafsir At-Tabari, Vol.27, Page 209]

86. Then why do you not, if you are exempt from the reckoning and recompense (punishment, etc.)

87. Bring back the soul (to its body), if you are truthful?

88. Then, if he (the dying person) be of the Muqarrabun (those brought near to Allah),

89. (There is for him) rest and provision, and a Garden of delights (Paradise).

90.  And if he (the dying person) be of those on the Right Hand,

91. Then there is safety and peace (from the Punishment of Allah) for (you as you are from) those on the Right Hand.

92. But if he (the dying person) be of the denying (of the Resurrection), the erring (away from the Right Path of Islamic Monotheism),

93. Then for him is entertainment with boiling water.

94. And burning in Hell-fire.

95. Verily, this! This is an absolute Truth with certainty.

Saturday, December 10, 2011


Haruskah diletak parameter bagi mengukur kehormatan seseorang?

Semalam.dan hari ini..entah mana yang lebih baik...
Kerna terlalu banyak soalan yang bermain di benak, tapi salah satunya yang ni....
"Bagaimana akan halnya perempuan itu akan dihormati?"
Tika dia menjadi betina? Perempuan? Ataupun muslimah?

Sekali mereka memakai seperti bertelanjang, mereka dicuit....sesuka hati...sesenang rasa...habis semua diselongkar...oleh nafsu yang beraja...

Bila mereka bertudung, “argh...yang bertudung itu lebih teruk daripada yang tidak bertudung”. “yang tidak mendirikan solat itu lebih bagus daripada yang solat”

Andai si dia mengenakan jubah, bertudung labuh....ini yang jadi mainan...”assalamualaikum”~di sepanjang perjalanan~ “insyaAllah...insyaAllah...insyaAllah”~

makin lama, saya makin tak paham....yang pakai seksi tu dah confirm kne tembak...masalahnya, yang tutup aurat pun kena tembak...dunia oo dunia...apa nak jadi....

bila masa wanita tu akan dihormati? sesiapa boleh bagi saya jawapan?